▃ ▅ ▇ █ "Cᴏɴɢʀᴀᴛᴜʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴs ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ" {sᴘɪᴛғɪʀᴇ}█ ▇ ▅

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Jashen: "I said you're not coming! Just leave me alone or we can both walk our happy a/sses back home and do nothing" he said bitterly.
{{/cries/ I have finals all day today, i'm not even sure I did good on yesterdays' finals. And here I sit- sick of studying yet having my first one begin in two hours from now. dear god help me .-. I also would really like to sleep cause I sleep in mid day in the middle of studying and have been up since.}}

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{oh noes im sorry dear, i wish i could help, my finals arent for another two or three weeks.}

He grumbled,"fine, leave have func, but if im going home at least use my shoes, you'll cut up your feet" he said pulling his red vans off.

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{{pretty sure im' okay in my classes- but I totally failed math- there's no saving me from that :U}}

Jashen: "I dont need your shoes" he mumbled. He feet had been cut up plenty of times, but that didn't mean it didn't hurt- and if it made him leave faster he'd take the shoes so long as he could hurry up.

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"Just take then you pr*ck" he grumbled and set them down then walked off.

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Jashen didn't waste anymore time slipping on the shoes and taking off without hesitant or second thought. He hardly gave consideration for the other boy anyways and today he most defiantly had not one duck to give as he rushed to meeting spot.

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Issac: "Do you think he forgot boy?" A small 13 year old boy with short curly blonde hair and bright blue eyes with a faint French accent sat boredly as the puppy in front of him barked running around in a circle. "You're right I'm sure he's coming. I know he didn't feed you last time but maybe he just had difficult getting enough money this time or something you know?" he continued

Jashen: "Hey!" Issac turned seeing in the distance Jashen running wildly and didn't stop until he caught up and was completely out of breath

Issac: "Yay you came big brother!" The puppy barked excitedly and ran around

Jashen: "Of course... I didn't for-...forget your birthday" he panted "Okay. .. Let's go steal some clean clothes... and clean up a little... and get food".

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After about an hour the boys donned new clothes and cleaned each other's faces as they stared at the reflective glass of some closed store.
Issac: "Where are we gonna eat? We don't have to have a big meal or anything. Oh a few weeks ago- on Mother's Day - Remember that crazy old homeless lady?- Okay so we did this whole plan where we stole new clothes and did this same thing and went out to eat and did this whole grandmother and and grandson thing at like two different places and got like a lot of discounts but then the third place we didn't have enough money even with the discount and did this whole thing where she faked a heart attack and then ran away! It's was really fun and we did at restaurants that we never go near so that way they won't recognize us"

Jashen listened to the boy ramble on- at least he's been okay. It made him feel less bad about skipping feeding the puppy knowing that Issac sometimes would feed the dog more than himself. But maybe he could change all that... Would Issac like living with them?...

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About fifteen minutes into the walk Castiel was strolling down the street window shopping with a few of the kids, meaning two little ones about 10 or 11. When he saw Jashen he smiled and waved.

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{{Sorry I was gone so long. I wasn't home, thus no wifi :U So i'ma speed this along and get to the point already}}

The sixteen year old wasted no time rolling his eyes at Castiel and continuing into a some simple food place. Couldn't that guy just wait until after he ate before "coincidentally" running into him? Issac was shooing the puppy away and trying to get the point across to meet here later before eventually going inside too and sitting with Jashen rambling on about some other little adventure he had. Jashen wasn't completely listening as he pestered him to order.

Another hour proceeded to fly by as Issac did most the rambling still inbetween eating his food. Jashen was quite fine not to be the one talking for once. He was fine just sitting there and with the slightest smile was actually pretty happy, even if he didn't recognize it at the time.

Issac: "Hey it's getting pretty late! If we keep sitting here i'll have to walk back in the dark- it gets pretty scary at night now. Have you heard of all those gang wars going on recently? so much violence."

Jashen: "Oh hey- wait! First, I have you gift. I didnt have gift wrapping paper so it's just kinda wrapped with paper front he trash- sorry" he said. It was a rare moment when the boy apologized with a sincerity- just the word alone coming out of him mouth could astonish everyone in the room- if any one even knew who they were.

Issac: "Oh what is it!?" he tore through the trash paper either way "Wow it's the new album that just came it! It's awesome I love it!" Jashen smiled a bit more just glad to see him happy as he continued to flip out in happiness for the next 5 minutes.

Jashen: "Alright do you have all your things? Where are those sunglasses we pick-pocked early?"

Issac: "Hmm... Oh I think I left them in the bathroom I'll go them!"

Jashen continued to sit and waited for him. The food place they were at was on the corner of a street and had glass windows all around. He noticed though the window a strange unfamiliar man. He looked like someone straight from the hood. Was the gang activity spreading to this side of the town too now? Maybe he should walk Issac back to his side of town. Or better yet, he should just ask- no insist he come live at that weird orphanage with him. Well it was better than whatever place Issac stayed at anyways. At least there the dog could probably live with them too. He didn't get to linger on the idea too long until Issac came running back right: now or never. As he started to get up there was an ugly sound of tires screeching and speeding vehicle getting closer. His eyes darted back to that unfamiliar hood rat who suddenly started running. Oh no. It immediately clicked without thinking about it for a second.

Jashen: "Issac get down!" he ran as fast as he could and dove at Issac when the sound of loud rapid gunshots rang and shattered glass blasted.

He collided into Issac and shielded him as terrified scream join into the already overbearing din. The shooting stopped and he heard tires speed away. Even more people screamed and panicked and Jashen carefully got up and made sure it was safe.

Jashen: 'Issac are you al-" when he finally looked at Issac he realized blood was coming from his mouth and starting to soak through his clothes. Issac had been shot.

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Coincidentally Castiel happened to be in a market across the street. After making dinner for all the kids except Jashen who wasn't there for some reason they were low on milk lettuce steak and many other things.

As he walked out he saw the cars come up shoot then dart off, he set his cart full of groceries next to his car and, like the overly apathetic teen he was he ran to the resturant and burst through the doors, he crouched next to a young child who was shot in the arm and ripped his own shirt.

He looked from side to side quickly and saw Jashen on the ground he yelped. Castiel hurried to fix the kid into stable condition before running to Jashens side,"are you ok, did you get hurt? Theres blood on your shirt, where is the pain?" He asked showering him with questions so he could help.

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Jashen:" Isaac?" his voice was nearly breathless as he held the boy in his arms. There was only a single sweet stuttered breath that escaped the lips of the little blonde boy and from there everything just seemed to go silent as Jashen went still. He remained huddled over him, his body was trembling and when Castiel words bombarded him with questions he snapped as e recognized the voice and explored with anger as he bellowed

Jashen: "NOOOO!!!!!!! IT'S NOT FAIR!!" He became another hysterical voice in the crowd flustered with mixed emotions that were all being forced out of him by the dramatic change in secrecy. The Shock. The Agony. The Despair. The Pain. For what felt like hours he refused to acknowledge others around him and remained there. He was never the one to cry but in a mater of second he himself was destroyed and torn down into a bawling baby as cops arrived on scene and paramedics rushed on scene while sirens and men shouting orders joined into the din. Madness.... So much madness. He rejected the paramedics that eventually did noticed him on ground. Issac was dead it made no difference to him no- there were other that actually needed the attention. One said something about his bleeding shoulder, but he barely felt a stinging pain- it was probably just a cut. He didn't care. He became apathetic to everything around him while pouring ever emotion feeling- sapping his energy until he went numb from it all.

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Castiel frowned sadly and picked him up. He carried him out and away from everything. He felt horrible for Jashen and wondered who that boy was, he wished he could have saved him.

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At some point he ended up sitting on the back end of a ambulance as a paramedic worked on stitching his right shoulder together. The bullet barely grazed his bone and only tore open his skin. Even with a mild anesthetic the paramedic applied, it was painful no doubt. By this point though he had gone completely numb, his face felt frozen and stiff. He eyes burned and could o longer shed a tear, as voice felt shrill and probably could even make a squeak of pain from the wound even if he tried. He felt the bandage placed over his wound finally and the paramedic poke and prod at him agai, and when she flashed the flashlight in his eyes he finally moved of his own accord and pull away. Seemly equally fed up women sighed and allowed him to go free. He jumped down and took a few steps forward but after that he didnt really know what to do. He looked over to the mess of the whole scene. Tragic really. But at this point he was devoid of emotion.

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Castiel had been standing next to him the whole time and he jumped down with him to keep up,"Jashen?" He asked, obviously worried.

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Jashen made no attempt to communicate as he just blinked staring in the distance. He eyes glanced to the surprisingly pile of already dead bodies all sealed in body bags. He stared at the stupid dog that barked at one of the bags and seemed unable to comprehend the events as the puppy scratched at the bags, only to be shooed away by the officials. He slowly turned and started to walk away. He just wanted to go home and wake up from this disaster of a nightmare. There was no way it was real. None of it was. It couldn't be.

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He picked him up bridal style and held him close to his chest,"Jashen.." He mumbled sadly.

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Jashen made no response, not even a remark about being picked up. He just didn't even feel like speaking. He still had that lump in his throat and he felt like he already lost his voice. But above all, he was tired. He just wanted to sleep and wake up. He closed his eyes.

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Casriel carried him to the car and slipped him into the passenger seat before driving home

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Jashen didn't do or say anything as he slipped into the comforting bliss of deep sleep. Just pure sleep withou any dreams, his human body felt beaten by grief and strangled by regret but in sleep he wouldn't feel that any more. It would feel like only a few minutes to him, but the boy would sleep for hours to come.

{I need to be on more blah }

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{blah}

He got to the house and carried Jasheen in, the kids all staying quiet as he put him to bed.

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{bleh bleh blah :u }

He slept for hour. 10 long hours to be exact.
It wasn't normal, and if not for recent events one would be alarmed at this behavior but this was not the case. Not for today at least.
Sun peered into room, but the boy made no effort to get up. He only moved to turn away from the light blazing brightly on his face and stared at the ceiling as he laid on his back. Normally he'd be splayed out and covers on the floor but this time woke up cocooned in his blankets. For a moment he had no recollection of anything and as his brain rebooted he remembered gradually as he stared at his ceiling. He glanced at window and beaming sunlight. It must have been noon already. He still didn't want to get up.

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{bleh blah blah bleh}

There was a tray next to his bed with a covered plater of yogurt granola and strawberries with a glass if ice cold milk which Castiel had set there before he left for work.