The last hurrah...

[mationix]

You know, I had a huge paragraph in mind to explain why I have to leave LiE, all of my reasons pointed out in simple form.  Though as I stared at this blank page, everything disappeared.  So, I guess I'll just have to pull this out of thin air, as most everything I say/write is done.

Now, don't think any of you guys made me want to leave this place.  Quite the opposite; you guys make this leave harder than it would've been.  See, I've been feeling grumpy and irritated when I come on this site.  Why?  I honestly have no idea.  I get exhausted when I see one of the people who've I've roleplayed with has replied.  And I have no idea why.  I've made countless stories with my characters, stories that have made me laugh like an idiot, and I have no idea where that magic has gone.  It's just...not there anymore.

But that's not the only reason why I will be leaving.  See, I'm going off to college next year and what I've accomplished thus far...is nothing.  I'm quite terrified to go off to college, because I will be living on my own, I will need to accept my actions that I will do and respond to the positive or negative responses that I will receive.  That scares me, to be completely honest.  And LiE does not help with that anxiety.  I cannot be staring at a computer screen, waiting for someone to reply to threads; I can't let myself do that.  I need to live my life and staying on LiE won't allow me to do that.

So... Yeah. This is goodbye.  I have no idea if I will ever come back online, if I ever will.  I just want you guys to know that I've had an amazing time doing threads with you.  It's been spectacular and being on here has allowed me to create some of my favorite characters.  But every single chapter has to end.  And for me, this is the end of this chapter.

You guys have been awesome.

See you on the flip side!
♥ Mationix

[~echo~]

Well, good luck in your future endeavors. I will miss you although I'm quite numb; it seems like everybody I rp with has left/ is leaving.

[ᴄʀʏsᴛᴀʟғʀᴏsᴛ]

I'll miss you really enjoyed our brief rps, but I hope you come back one day, but if you don't, good luck with your life.

[CrimsonMoon]

We'll miss you buddy < i hope your inspiration comes back *huggle squashes*

[Grayzers]

We'll miss you! It was a pleasure to roleplay with you!

[mationix]

D'aww.... I really appreciate it you guys! c: I've missed LiE so gosh dern much (yes I did spell that wrong on purpose) and I decided to poke my head back into the lion's mouth and see what's happening. To start off, my college search has gone off splendidly -I'm down to five colleges I want to go to and I've started working on essays for them. I'm tempted to come back on this site and be all alive and stuff -though my activity won't be as strong as before, still have to worry about colleges.

That's about it for the update on my life... How have you guys been? c: I believe I'll be on for a good thirty minutes before I have to head back to working on my english essay.

[Етеяиiту]

Oh, we miss you mat i hope everything goes well for you in the future.

[mationix]

I've missed you too! *huggle squish* I still want to continue our threads together, even though they've been dead for a bit. c:

[Етеяиiту]

Yeah! Id love to, of course, I always loved to rp with you //glomp huggle

[mationix]

Excellent! I've missed roleplaying with you! I want to start out slow, since I can't be on for much longer -which thread do you want to continue the most?

[~echo~]

I just want to be around you, knowing you're here We don't have to continue our threads if you're too busy.

[Етеяиiту]

The see how far Ive gotten one? Unless you'd prefer the other.

[ᴄʀʏsᴛᴀʟғʀᴏsᴛ]

Darn, I missed you... by a lot. But I still want to continue our threads! *raises hand*

[mationix]

@echo
It's up to you~ I would love to continue our thread, though it's completely up to you. c:

@eter
I'll reply after this post! c:

@crystal
Ah, don't worry! I got a rare chance to come back on before Friday as my school has a four day weekend starting tomorrow. I should be able to be on for an hour or so then I have to run away again. c: Of course! Which one would you like to do? I would love to get back to doing the two threads, though for right now, I just want to slowly ease back into roleplaying.

[ᴄʀʏsᴛᴀʟғʀᴏsᴛ]

Maybe we can start with just one?

[mationix]

Works with me! Which one would you like to do?

[ᴄʀʏsᴛᴀʟғʀᴏsᴛ]

I'm thinking our demon x human thread. I don't even remember what the other one was.

[mationix]

I believe the other one was in the highschool club- your character and my character were polar opposites yet they still would fall in love. c:

[ᴄʀʏsᴛᴀʟғʀᴏsᴛ]

Ohhh... yeah, I remember that now. I can't seem to find it, though

[mationix]

Really? How odd... We can use the demonxhuman thread instead, since you know where it is. c: