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"Alright, alright," Colden laughed, amused by Asher's pushiness. He removed his robe and grabbed his boxers, sliding them on over his hips. He laid down on the bed, stomach-down, his head resting on the pillow.

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Asher smiled, cracking his knuckles.
He crouched beside the bed, humming softly.

His lips traced a gentle, sweet pattern over Colden's lower back, tongue flicking out in quick, wet movements. He loved using his tongue on Colden - the touch of his skin, the scent of it... It drove Asher crazy.
The boy stroked his thumbs on either side of Colden's spine, pushing in lightly, making the skin crease.
"You need to breathe in through your nose and out your mouth, please."

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"I wasn't aware that you could use your tongue during a massage," Colden chuckled, laying his head on his arms. He did as Asher told him, though, taking a deep breath through his nose and breathing it out through his mouth.

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"I can do great many things." His voice had deepened, become huskier, darker. His teeth met the ridge in Colden's shoulder, his hands working the other ridge. The right one slid down, cupping Colden's a** before moving to massage it gently.

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The blonde squirmed lightly, his body shivering from so many different touches, "Oh, can you? So you're multi-talented, then. Consider me impressed."

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He laughed darkly.
"Mm - I can multi-task and I can do many, many things." He rubbed his thumb over the arch of Colden's rump before gently massaging his hips, his lower back.

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Colden groaned gently, closing his eyes. He continued to breathe the way Asher told him, along with making little content sounds. The pain was that good pain that made him want to sink into the bed and lay there forever.

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Asher's lips curled into a smile, fingers brushing the skin, gently massaging him. He worked his way up, finishing with his neck. He leaned onto his heels, laying his head on the bed so he was staring into Colden's face. "Better?"

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"Yes, much better," Colden murmured with a smile. He scooted closer and kissed him gently, "Do you want a massage?"

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He sighed.
"Sure." Asher shrugged delicately with a soft smile.

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Colden smiled and nudged his lips, "Alright, then it's your turn to roll over."

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Asher rolled onto his back, giving a soft groan of pain as he went.
Jesus, who knew becoming a lover for the first time would hurt so much?

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Colden moved up so he was sitting on his knees, "I'm sorry, I wish it didn't hurt so much," he murmured in a soft voice, tracing his hands down Asher's sides.

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Asher gave a quiet hum.
"I'll be okay." His hands twisted in the sheets. It was clear he was reacting to Colden's touch, muscles slowly relaxing.

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Colden kneaded his fingers into the tightly wound muscles of his lower back, working out the stiffness as though his body was clay. He was gentle, never pressing too hard. This was meant to be pleasurable, not painful.

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Asher closed his eyes tight, breathing labored.
His hands fisted on the sheets, body tensing up.

Scars dribbled down his back, and a brand wrapped around his waist, curling down around his genitals. And Colden was touching those scars. Asher hadn't lost feeling in the skin where the scars were.

Tattoos were on his ribcage, his neck, his back. It felt like a brush down his skin as Colden tried to give him a massage.

But the only time Asher ever relaxed...
It was time to relax.
Asher loosened his calves, his thighs, his buttocks, his lower back, middle back, shoulders, neck.
He slowly, so slowly, relaxed.
It took time, energy.

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Colden watched his face and eased up on his massage, "Are you in pain? I'm being as gentle as I can, but if it's bothering you, I can stop.." he trailed off.

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"It's okay..." Asher breathed in deeply. "It's okay."

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It sounded more like an assurance to himself than to Colden, but he cautiously proceeded, "You can tell me if you don't want me touching a certain area."

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He was relaxed.
And, god, it was bliss.
Almost as good as being in Colden's arms, having Colden beside him, under him, inside of him.
Asher closed his eyes, breathing leveling out.