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It was Asher's turn to moan into a kiss, arch up into a touch.

His muscles tightened, buttocks squeezing together as he contained the urge to be Alpha, to be dominant.

His member was stiff, pointing up at Colden's abdomen.

He wished he was normal for half a second.

And then stopped wishing.

His fingers found Colden's hair, tangling into it as he lifted his legs, securing Colden in his grasp.

He was grateful they were about the same height and body weight.

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Colden's lips quirked upward at the corners. His hands continued to move downward, mapping out Asher's body. All of the dips and smooth planes. Every muscle and bone.

He traced across his hipbone, down the V of his hips.

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Asher arched into the touch.

"Please..."

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Colden's hand gently caressed against the other's length, fingertips grazing skin. At least now Asher knew how he'd felt with Asher teasing him like this. He chuckled lowly and nuzzled his face into his neck, while his hand wrapped firmly around him.

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Asher lifted his hips into the touch, tilting his head so Colden got better access.

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The blonde stroked him, being generous about it. Asher was fully hard again, as much as he couldn't believe the other's libido. He hadn't even been fully satisfied the first time around, so Colden was determined that he would be this time.

He sucked on the fingers of his free hand, before bringing one finger to Asher's entrance. Prodding against him, Colden hummed softly into the skin of his neck, "Just tell me when you're in pain," He pressed the index finger into him.

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Oh, god. Oh, god. Oh, god.

Asher let out a pained scream, low and deep in his chest, desperately trying not to wiggle.

Sheesh.

He was still a virgin - hard to believe, but it was true.

Sure, he had experimented - but not with other people.

He felt his face creep with a blush of embarrassment as he gave into the temptation, body writhing.

"More..." It was a soft whimper as Asher tangled his fingers deeper into Colden's hair, rising him up to peer at him before attacking him with a kiss.

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Colden pushed his finger into him, stilling for a moment. He responded to the kiss for a moment, before pulling away, "Have you done this before?" he asked, the initial scream of pain that came from Asher making him suspicious.

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Asher closed his eyes.

He was still, silent.

His voice was quiet when he decided to speak.

"Um.. Well, I've never... Had someone else..."

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Colden quirked an eyebrow and pulled his finger back slightly, "So you've never bottomed?" he mused, pushing his finger back in suddenly.

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His entire being stiffened, tightened, legs clamping around Colden's waist. "N-never had s-sex before... Ohhh..." His voice floated on a low groan - he had been trying to be quiet, but it wasn't working.

Someone was making a high moaning sound.

It was the masculine, but still feminine, Asher.

"You're my first in..." His hips rose and fell. "Every..." They fell, pressing against the bed, before rising quickly again. "Way."

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Colden looked momentarily shocked, "Really? You've never had sex?" He hadn't exactly thought of Asher as a virgin. He didn't come off as the type. A second finger joined the first, stretching him out more.

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Asher moaned.

It was loud.

It almost drowned out the music, body relaxing before becoming taunt again, naked chest pressed against Colden's, head thrown back against the pillows.

He pressed himself into the bed, desperately trying not to scream.

It fell from his lips anyway - a high-pitched shriek of that delicious mix of pain and pleasure.

His eyes closed before flying open, body trembling.

He hadn't climaxed, but damn, he was close.

"I need..." He touched Colden's length, rubbing the tip. "I need you..."

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"It's going to hurt," Colden admitted, his voice rather blatant, "I wish it didn't, but especially since you've never...It will hurt."

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Asher pressed his face into Colden's chest, smelling him.

Smelling his scent, smelling his entire being.

Smelling that addictive lust.

His arms circled Colden's neck, and Asher lifted his face, smiling cutely.

"I'll be okay. Please. I need you."

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Colden leaned forward and kissed his smiling lips, "Okay, then spread your legs a little more," he instructed, pulling his fingers out of him. He shifted around, positioning his length in front of Asher's entrance, "I'll be slow, so you can get used to it."

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Asher closed his eyes, spreading his legs just a little more, tightening his grip on his lover.

He looked scared, self-conscious, suddenly worried about the scars, the tattoos, the piercings.

The ear piercing against the pillow, his hair spilling over his eyes, over the pillow.

He was self-conscious, definitely.

Would scars drive his lover off?
Would tattoos, or piercings?

The strange combination of his Irish accent and Korean/Asian looks?

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Colden's body leaned over him, muscles in his legs flexing as he pushed into him. The slow pace was near agonizing, but he kept himself in control for Asher's sake. He pressed kisses along the boy's collarbone, a distraction for the pain.

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He couldn't keep still.

His entire body trembled, writhed.

His hips forced down on the bed, his mouth opening. "AH!"

It was a scream - blood-curdling, gut-wrenching, heart-breaking.

He felt numb, almost like he couldn't feel.

Then there were kisses, strokes against his flesh by lips.
Oh, kisses he could live with.

His face snuggled into Colden's hair, smelling him. A soft whimper, a low groan as he realized the numbness had passed to pleasure.

"More?"

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"Don't get ahead of yourself," A smile was in Colden's voice, his hips pushing until he was fully sheathed inside the other. It took every last shred of self control not to move, to wildly pound into him.