αɾε уσυ αƒɾαι∂ σƒ ∂уιηɢ тσσ...?

[Light]

Tears fall from his eyes as his teeth smash together and stop his tongue. Having your muscles move against your own in this way, he wanted to die. Would rather die than do what he was being forced to do. He looks at her, his eyes trying to tell her what his forsaken mouth couldn't.

[CrimsonMoon]

Fae steps back and her eyes widen," Hei-Hei... Wait a second..." She gasps and behins to back up

The small child began screaming," He's gone mad!!!"

[Light]

Short gasps start coming from him for a few minutes before he stops, and his face begins to turn red, and from red quickly to blue--he had stopped breathing. Why was she looking at him like that? It made him feel like he was alone. His muscles lock up, and suddenly, it really felt like he had gone mad.

[CrimsonMoon]

His arms heft up the sword, why had he never killed the things that made him feel so lost?

Fae suddenly closes her eyes, trembling and covering her face with her hands," I love you... Please don't blame yourself... This isn't you..."

[Light]

Because those things, the ones that confused him were important to him. Because his mother always told him that his swords weren't meant for slaughter, but for protecting, and he always listened to her. Hearing what Fae said, and not being able to scream made him feel like he was alone... he didn't want to... he didn't want to be alone, without her. Even if it wasn't his fault... how could he live with himself, as he watches his own hands bring a sword down on her?

[CrimsonMoon]

And then, his blade bit deep into her stomach, the steel sprouting from her back and glittering a deeper red. Fae gasps but not much else. The screaming servant boy continues... Like a mocking laughter to his ears..

[Light]

His mind blanks for a moment, his green eyes focusing on the red--he loved that color, cause it reminded him of her hair, but now... A broken scream leaves him, "NO-no-no-NO-no-NO---NO!!!" His eyes change and mirror the red on her stomach, the white dress she was wearing making the color even more visible.

[CrimsonMoon]

The poison ebbed off, allowing his body to regain control and letting him feel just how deeply the sword had buries itself, Fae fell to her knees and looks up at him, a pitiful smile on her lips," Sorry... Uhm... Love you..." She mumbles... Not quite sure what to say when it was thenlast thing you'd say...

[Light]

He falls to his knees in front of her, his hands letting go of the sword, "Fa...fairy...?" he sobs, "I didn't... I love you, please don't..."

[CrimsonMoon]

Fae smiles at him and slowly looks at her lap, mumbling," Don't ever say this was your fault..." She whispers," Please just... Hug me..?"

By than there was shouting and several guards turned the corner, entering the hallway

[Light]

He wraps his arms around her, another wail escaping him, "But it is! Be-because I was weak, and had poor judgement, and I'm stupid--I don't deserve... I don't deserve to live while you..."

[CrimsonMoon]

" Don't you say thay, God just don't say that..." She whispers and rests her face against his chest," I won't let them win... I won't let them take me yet..."

[Light]

"Don't go," he whispers while closing his eyes, "I'll kill each... and every one of them, but you have to stay here, to make sure I don't trip on my sword,"

[CrimsonMoon]

Fae smiles and whispers," I promise i'll stay," she goes slowly more limp, laying against him as the guards approach," just don't say it was your fault..."

(Dude... Dude ;3;)

[Light]

(;O; w....why man...)

He grits his teeth and rests his face in her hair, "Okay... it's... not, I didn't do it... okay? W-we still need to go to the inn tomorrow, cause mom made you a kimono, I helped her pick out the colors. I think you'll like it and... and..."

[CrimsonMoon]

Fae doesn't answer but slides down against him

[Light]

"and I was going to ask... but it's a secret... I-I will when you wake up..." he chokes on his words and slowly looks up as the knights get closer and closer. "It has to... to do with a piece of jewelry, okay? That's your only hint."

[CrimsonMoon]

Fae's warm shallow breath brushing his skin

The knights rip him away from her, one kneeling next to her and calling her name. Profanities flew at Heisuke from grief and fury but no one thankfully lashed out at him.

The servant was gone

(";3;)

[Light]

He shakily looks at his hands, the leather of his gloves covered in blood. Lifting a hand to his face, he wondered how it got there. How it got all on his shirt, on his pants, on his sword... then he remembered again that he had stabbed her, and then he remembered that she had told him that it wasn't his fault. But then all he wanted to do was run... so he took a step back and did just that.

(;x;)

[CrimsonMoon]

His name was called but the words soon became blurred, the castle in uproar. The word 'dead' flying about way too muc for comfort...

(what have I done >3<)