Post by dreamrain on Nov 12, 2013 23:53:34 GMT -5
Dear CoH family.
After reading Kai's letter/thread to everyone it has brought some thoughts to my mind. I have met countless of friends on wiki and would not have been apart of thia wonderful site called CoH if I haven't met Crystal on a wiki site called Warrior Cat Wish. I have many fond memories of past members on CoH and on WcW.
Back in 2008 I stumbled a crossed a warrior cat site that is one of the biggest ones out there today. I met many friends and got involved in other warrior cat sites which lead me to WcW. At first I used it as a way to get away from society and to live in a life of fantasy. But slowly the fantasy and life of roleplaying started to change me. I became anti social. I started pushing my friends away. I didn't talk much to my family. I have noticed a decline in my mental health I am not a friendly toward others in RL ad I use to be and I have a hard time trying to make new friends because I have spent the last 5 years of my life addicted to roleplaying and I will never get those years back. Those 5 years have disconnected me from society and reality and I have been have the black hole of role playing consume my mind. My grades have dropped every since i resumed roleplaying back in my 8th grade year. Also roleplaying on wiki has disconnected me from my family and has ruined it. I have spent so many hours on the computer roleplaying when I could have maybe been spending that talking with my friends or talking with my great great aunt and great grandmother in the last years of their lives and it is quiet depressing that I one realize and regret this almost 2 years after they both have past. I hopefully can turn my life around and spend the next few years with my 3 remaining grandparents and hope to have many fond memories with them or hopefully spend the last few years with my father who most likely won't make it to the age of 50.
So I that is why today I highly consider quitting roleplaying and I hang up my 5 year era. I may have not been really important to this site but other sites that I am administrators on I feel like I am being pushed around away by the newer members and replaced by them. I feel like the creator and site leaders have been pushing me away lately and people don't seem to be as friendly with me ever since my roleplaying has declined.
I do not hate all of you. I love you guys with all of my heart. If this beautiful and dark entity called roleplaying hadn't have screwed up my life I wouldn't be writing this right now. I would love to thank Kai for how much he has helped me to open my eyes. Also it is not his fault that I am writing this. I love you all and I would love to say thanks to Crimson, Kai, Eternity, and Sagey for all being wonderful friends to me and I loved all the plots we did and I would love to thank Crystal for introducing me to this wonderful site.
Love Dreamy.
After reading Kai's letter/thread to everyone it has brought some thoughts to my mind. I have met countless of friends on wiki and would not have been apart of thia wonderful site called CoH if I haven't met Crystal on a wiki site called Warrior Cat Wish. I have many fond memories of past members on CoH and on WcW.
Back in 2008 I stumbled a crossed a warrior cat site that is one of the biggest ones out there today. I met many friends and got involved in other warrior cat sites which lead me to WcW. At first I used it as a way to get away from society and to live in a life of fantasy. But slowly the fantasy and life of roleplaying started to change me. I became anti social. I started pushing my friends away. I didn't talk much to my family. I have noticed a decline in my mental health I am not a friendly toward others in RL ad I use to be and I have a hard time trying to make new friends because I have spent the last 5 years of my life addicted to roleplaying and I will never get those years back. Those 5 years have disconnected me from society and reality and I have been have the black hole of role playing consume my mind. My grades have dropped every since i resumed roleplaying back in my 8th grade year. Also roleplaying on wiki has disconnected me from my family and has ruined it. I have spent so many hours on the computer roleplaying when I could have maybe been spending that talking with my friends or talking with my great great aunt and great grandmother in the last years of their lives and it is quiet depressing that I one realize and regret this almost 2 years after they both have past. I hopefully can turn my life around and spend the next few years with my 3 remaining grandparents and hope to have many fond memories with them or hopefully spend the last few years with my father who most likely won't make it to the age of 50.
So I that is why today I highly consider quitting roleplaying and I hang up my 5 year era. I may have not been really important to this site but other sites that I am administrators on I feel like I am being pushed around away by the newer members and replaced by them. I feel like the creator and site leaders have been pushing me away lately and people don't seem to be as friendly with me ever since my roleplaying has declined.
I do not hate all of you. I love you guys with all of my heart. If this beautiful and dark entity called roleplaying hadn't have screwed up my life I wouldn't be writing this right now. I would love to thank Kai for how much he has helped me to open my eyes. Also it is not his fault that I am writing this. I love you all and I would love to say thanks to Crimson, Kai, Eternity, and Sagey for all being wonderful friends to me and I loved all the plots we did and I would love to thank Crystal for introducing me to this wonderful site.
Love Dreamy.
