there is no you ✣ except in my d r e a m s tonight [Kai] ♥

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He gripped Kevin by the shoulders, gentle enough not to hurt him, and glared at him, "No you don't. Because dying is the weakest option you could choose."

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Kevin shrugged. "I'm weak. Big deal. Now with this appearance, everyone will know it."

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"Stop it," Alex said sharply, gritting his teeth, "You're not weak! You're a Shadowhunter and you have more strength than you even know!"

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"Just because I'm a Shadowhunter doesn't mean I'm strong. I may have physical strength, but I don't nearly have enough emotional." Kevin grumbled, looking away from him.

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"You do, I believe you do," Alex's voice softened as he touched Kevin's cheek gently.

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Kevin shook his head. "I don't."

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Alexsander just looked at him. There was no way he'd give up on him. Kevin had already given up on himself, but Alex wouldn't. He leaned down and kissed his forehead gently, "You will find the strength."

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"Where? In my back pocket?" Kevin grunted though felt a little better by the affection gesture.

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Alexsander just shrugged, "You'll find it wherever you can."

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Kevin sighed softly.

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"I'm not going to walk away, Kevin," Alex said stubbornly, his tone a sworn promise, "I won't leave you when you're like this because you need someone to help you, no matter how much you say you don't."

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Kevin looked up at him with large eyes, not used to such sincere words before he bowed his head and nodded.

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"Good," the Russian fixed him a small plate of salad and placed it front of him, with a fork, "At least try to eat. Just a little."

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Kevin stared at it with a pout. "But I'm not hungry..."

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"Please, Kev," Alexsander sighed, "You may just feel like you're not hungry."

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Kevin gave the food a sick look. "But thinking about food makes me feel icky..."

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"That's because you haven't eaten anything lately," Alex explained, "Your stomach is growing used to being empty."

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Kevin stuck his tongue out while staring at the food.

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Alex crossed his eyes, "I won't leave you alone until you do."

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The Asian looked at him for a moment before pouting and turning away from the food. He was considering picking up the fork and pretending to eat it, but even then that sounded unappealing.

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