there is no you ✣ except in my d r e a m s tonight [Kai] ♥

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The Russian just watched him, fixing a plate for himself. He'd eat just fine and he could wait until Kevin did.

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Kevin stared down at the plate with a grimace, moving the food around with a fork.

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"It's not going to eat itself," Alex muttered.

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Kevin pouted and stuck his tongue out childishly at Alex before leaning down and nibbling at the edge of a leaf.

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The Russian watched him closely, his blue eyes narrowed.

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Kevin made a face but as soon as he got used to food he started to eat regularly. He'd take long breaks in between mouthfuls, but at least he was eating.

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Alex relaxed as he watched him. Seeing Kevin eat was a relief.

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Finishing his salad after at least half an hour of taking his time, Kevin sighed and leaned back in his chair. "There. Happy? Can I go back to bed now?"

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Alexsander smiled, like actually smiled, and walked over to him. He inspected his plate, looking pleased, "Alright, I suppose it's okay since you ate. But don't go throw it up or anything. I will make you eat more."

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Kevin grumbled and stood, a little wobbly. "Yes, mom." He grunted, turning and walking into his room.

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The Russian chuckled and shook his head, "God, he's a handful."

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AJ chuckled from the living room. "You signed up for this gig."

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"Da, I know," he replied, putting Kevin's plate and fork into the sink.

"But he ate, so that's good right?" Terran asked with a bright smile. He was leaning his elbows on the back of the couch, looking at AJ happily.

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AJ shrugged. "Yeah, but... Just because he ate dinner today doesn't mean he'll eat tomorrow."

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"Which is why in trying to ease him into it," Alex murmured, walking into the living room, "We'll take it slow."

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AJ nodded in agreement.

[ what noww ]

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( hmm...idk. Did you want to make Kevin try and kill himself. )

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[ xDD sounds so dark!

but yes xD ]

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It started out as a normal day. Alex woke up and fixed himself breakfast. Kevin was still asleep, as usual. He hummed a Russian lullaby to himself.

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Kevin wasn't asleep, as it seemed to appear. He was laying in bed, staring up at the ceiling with his hollowed eyes as he thought over how his life was before he met Eli, and how it had plummeted once they separated. Eli still came frequently, night after night, but the pierced boy was beginning to grow disgusted with Kevin. He would tell him time and time again that the boy wasn't pregnant -- that that wasn't possible, since he was male. And that what he was doing to himself was disgusting and ruining a perfect body. But he couldn't believe him, simply because he knew the truth. He knew what he was. And he hadn't felt comfortable with it ever since he had figured it out when he was eleven.

Sighing softly, he slowly sat up in bed, wincing as his back popped. He really was a flesh-covered skeleton now. The muscle he once had, though small, was gone. He was just bones. A walking skeleton. Which meant he was that much closer to death. And as he thought of that while glaring at his appearance in the mirror hanging on his wall, an idea struck him. If he really was that close to death, why didn't he just take the final step and plummet over that cliff?

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