there is no you ✣ except in my d r e a m s tonight [Kai] ♥

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Alexsander waited for his toast idly, yawning. Terran was asleep as well, having spent the night. He hated being up by himself. It was so eerily quiet that he felt a bit uncomfortable. Maybe he'd go check on Kevin..

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Kevin stared out the window tilting his head. Jumping from the balcony would be too obvious. He wanted to go slowly. He looked around himself. What could he use?

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Alex drummed his fingertips against the counter, listening to the clock tick. He didn't want to disturb Kevin though. He was probably sound asleep like usual.

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Wandering into the connected bathroom of his room, Kevin looked around before remembering there was a storage container of medication underneath his sink. Since he was the most able with wrapping wounds -- and since he got them the most because he was so weak ("Tch" he clenched his teeth at that thought) -- they were stored with him.

Opening the container once it was on the counter, he looked through the pills and syrups. What combination would work?

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His toast popped up, waking Alex from his little trance. He grabbed the pieces and put them on a plate. Then he got out a knife and butter, buttering the toast to his liking.

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Picking out his favorites -- or the ones that would put him down permanently -- he put away the rest of the medication and opened the caps, taking out the needed pills and combining them. They were so pretty. Reds and pinks and blues and oranges and whites.

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Alex took a bite of his toast and then a sip of orange juice. Sigh. Being up by himself was utterly..boring.

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Kevin slid down the wall and rested his head back against it, closing his eyes. They would take affect soon...

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After he finished his breakfast, the Russian sighed. Well, now it was decided. He let Kevin sleep in long enough. He hummed and walked to Kevin's room.

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Kevin's breathing was becoming more labored though he continued to tell himself this is what you wanted, you did this on purpose while his heart started to erratically beat.

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Alex knocked on his door loudly. "Kevin?" he called, "You've been sleeping for so long. Time to get up!"

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His eyes slid closed as he smiled gently. His heart hurt when he thought of leaving Alexsander, but... It would be for the better.

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"Kev-in!" Alex sighed and finally shoved the door open. The boy couldn't sleep the day away like this! At first, he noticed the empty bed, and his brows furrowed in confusion. But then his blue eyes darted around, spying Kevin against the wall. The Russian froze, like a deer in headlights, "K-Kevin?"

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Kevin didn't respond, his body still laying there. He was still slightly conscious, but couldn't move to speak or open his eyes.

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He scrambled over to him, falling onto his knees, "Kevin!" he shouted, shaking the boy by the shoulders gently, "Oh my god, о мой бог," he started muttering in Russian out of distress.

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Kevin's limp body shook lifelessly with every shake, his head falling forward and hiding his face.

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Alexsander tried to find a pulse, but it was very weak. There was no sign of wounds on the boy, which either meant that his heart had suddenly stopped working (doubtful) or Kevin did this to himself. Knowing that the pills he took needed to be out of his system, Alex pursed his lips and stuck two fingers down the boy's throat, which would trigger the gag reflex and hopefully remove the pills.

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After a few moments, Kevin's body lurched and liquid spewed from his system.

^ the best i could do. XD

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Alex sat him up so he didn't choke, "That's it, Kevin. Just get it all out of your system.."

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Leaning limply against Alex, having passed out after the horrible retching, he breathed unevenly, his throat rough from the action.

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