the [t r a g e d y] of being [a f r a i d] of the LIGHT.

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Colden hugged him back and smiled softly, "At you? Never. You're my parabatai and my best friend."

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[ sorry, i can never tell when someone replies to a thread or not on here /frown ]

Xander smiled back and let go, stepping back and nodding.

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"I'll see you later, okay?" Colden smiled at him before shuffling off down the hall.

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Xander pouted a bit but nodded, clasping his hands in front of him as he watched him leave.

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"He'll be fine," Ezekiel murmured in Alexander's ear, resting his hands gently on his shoulders.

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"He'll be fine," Ezekiel murmured in Alexander's ear, resting his hands gently on his shoulders.

He let out a soft whine but nodded, nibbling on his already raw lip, even after a bead of blood appeared on the flesh.

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"Blue Eyes, you're making yourself bleed," he told him, sighing. He reached around and gently clasped Xander's hands, "Don't worry so much. Everything is okay right now."

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Alexander inhaled a deep breath, closing his eyes. He needed to calm down. He should be happy right now. Right? He found his feelings for the warlock, the warlock -as far as he could tell- liked him back, and all was well. Right? He nodded and turned, hugging the warlock. He just needed... comfort.

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Kiel rubbed his back gently, kissing the top of his head, "It's alright, Alexander."

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"What if Colden really is mad at me but he's just pretending he's not mad at me so that I don't freak out, but I'm actually freaking out because he's trying not to make me freak out but I am because I'm afraid he's mad at me, but he's trying not to be mad at me..."

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"I'm sure if Blondie was actually mad, he'd have no problem letting everyone know," Kiel hushed quietly, "He seems perfectly fine to me."

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Alexander suddenly had a horrified expression as he zoned out, staring passed Ezekiel though not actually looking at anything in particular. "What if he's actually mad and wants to let everyone know but he isn't because he knows it'll make me mad and then that'll make him even more mad which will make me even more mad and then I'll become a whirlwind of destruction and break everything in sight." His mouth had formed a little 'o' as he stared into the distance. "So he's putting up a charade of being alright in order to keep everything calm so that the Institute doesn't blow up. COLDEN!" He shriek-called, blue eyes huge.

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The shriek reverberated through the Institute and Colden bursted back into the library, eyes wide. He assumed Xan was in trouble, but blinked when he noticed the lack of danger, "What? What's wrong?"

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"You're hiding it!" He pointed an accusing finger at the male with a pout.

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"Hiding it?" He echoed blankly, "What the hell are you talking about?"

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"Your madness!" He tackled Colden, straddling him. "You're hiding your anger! I can tell! I can see it!" He pointed at his eyeball. "The only reason you're hiding it is because you know it'll make me mad and that that'll make you even more mad which will make me even more mad and then everything in the Institute will be broken!"

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He grunted as he nearly cracked his head against the ground, "Are you crazy? I told you that I'm fine!"

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Alexander leaned down, looking deep into his parabatai's eyes with a pout. "Are you suree?~" His eyes narrowed.

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They were so close that Colden could feel Alexander's breath against his lips and he shifted a bit, not breaking eye contact, "Of course I'm sure," he replied, lips barely moving, "Why would I even be angry? It's not like I'm losing you or anything."

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Alexander sat up. "Hm. You're right. You never had me in the first place." He suddenly smiled and got off of him, offering a hand up. "I'm going to go check on JC."

[ i think it'd be cute if Cole and JC had something between them cx ]

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